When your feeling down...

I honestly don't know how to advise you to go through the depression. I have gone through pain like this so many times and it seems like every time I just ask myself why. Why does it have to be this way? Why have I lost so many people in my life? I'll really doubt god during these times, I wonder if god is just a myth (still don't know) its not like I have it all together and I have all of the answers, I just want this blog to be a place to go where maybe some people can grieve together and share stories.